January 28, 2026
i look forward to the future but not the work itll take to get there. i really need to work on scheduling tho, so i can achieve more things. i am not short on ideas or motivation but just time & focus. maybe i need to get my perscription upped lol. but one step at a time. im looking forward to the clothes i ordered coming in the mail. i am so tired of wearing sweatpants & t-shirts. i also sucked it up & finally bought a nice pair of shoes for when id like to dress up, some doc martens loafers. i dont see me posting my fits but maybe ill find a way to share how i dress, for funsies. thinking i might crochet me a scarf, esp since i cant find one i like online. i could buy own handmade on etsy but it is always cheaper to make it yourself. their prices are valid, but when it is something i could do myself then it feels like a waste almost. i really like how the knit scarfs look tho, i have 0 idea on how to knit tho. i also want to make more hats/beanies...i think i might just have to go ahead n get those knitting needles lol. i want to create a section on this lil website of mine where i share what ive created so far & ofc any other art of mine. i love having a lil blog like this vs. instagram, snapchat or facebook. i need to finish that about me page... i think ill leave it here for now. hopefully i get more things built & designed on my site soon:)
wow it has been so long since i have done anything on this website, only like 2 weeks but still. school started back up earlier this month & ive been tired since. i got to finish last semester on the deans list & a 3.8 GPA yippie!!! this week i got an invite to PTK, an honors society, & i think i might accept it. i dont want to spend the $ for the membership fee lol but it seems like the benefits of it will make it worth it, along with the pretty cords n what not ill wear at graduation. i really need to work on my time management bc...i am starting off this semester rough. i am fully capable of doing what is assigned but i just get too distracted. however, i think this
week was eye opening &
hopefully ill turn around
soon. i am thinking on trying to
start a debate club at the college i attend,
but i am not so sure yet. i am also considering on signing up for study body government given my
future aspirations but i am not
very outgoing enough i fear. maybe
itll be what i need to get me out
there, like exposure therapy lol. being
an adult is hard, man do i long for the old days.
January 3,
2026
finally got something other than my homepage done yippie! i probably shouldve done my about me page but i had seen this book animation the other day and didnt feel like waiting any longer lol. i plan to make a page for resources & everything i have used like this book or my mp3 player. creating this website has given me something fun to do. i have a habit of cycling through multiple hobbies but so far this one has stuck the longest. its like an online scrapbook/diary, i think that is why i enjoy it so much. however, i have 0 experience with html so this is def taking me longer than id like.
